Ever since I can remember, music has held
a special place in my heart.
It's the only thing I find myself able to
connect with and adapt to my own life.
The songs below all hold sentimental value
to me, even if it seems silly to you.
Music has been there for me when
no one else was, and these songs all
comforted me during my lowest points.
I left you bound and tied
with suicidal memories.
Selfish beneath the skin
but deep inside I'm not insane.
I'm not meant for this world,
I just don't see the point.
So I don't think about it,
don't over think about it.
I'm trying, I'm trying
to let you know just how much you mean to me.
And after all the things we put each other through...
They say that love is forever
your forever is all that I need.
Please stay, as long as you need.
Can you hear me cry out to you?
Words I thought I'd choke on, figure out.
I'm really not so with you anymore,
I'm just a ghost.
So I can't hurt you anymore...
When you go,
just know that I will remember you.
If living was the hardest part
we'll then, one day, be together.
And in the end we'll fall apart
just like the leaves change in colors.
And then, I will be with you.
I will be there, one last time, now.
Well dont talk about it;
Write it down but dont ask for help.
I cant be honest even with myself.
Did you ever wish you were somebody else?
I don't wanna be myself,
It's making me so unwell...
...I dont wanna be myself,
Just wanna be someone else.
Better off dead...